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A Pot Of Gold!

 

And there's a thing about colors:
"They don't discriminate,
Our classification of the colors does!"
~~Shades of Yellow~~
As a kid,
I was always mesmerised by the sight of a rainbow!
A rainbow filled with every hue.
Blending into each other, yet so distinct!
Standing in unison,
Having its own bends and beliefs!
I was one of those kids who always thought, there's a pot of gold at the point of origin of the rainbow!
And this is one of the many things that kept me intact to my beliefs till the date! "My share of yellow treat!"
.
So here goes my 4 a.m conflicts! .
Mind-"They say there's a pot of gold within each one of us but for claiming it, we must forget the buy commotion in our mind!" Heart-O Really, is that true?
Maybe or maybe not!
But, how am I supposed to believe that,
Especially at this time,
When everything seems to fall apart?
Mind-Maybe there's still a pot of gold waiting for us, on the other side of the rainbow!
..
(This craze for gold has always kept me intact to my inclination towards "yellow!"
Yes, yellow!
And why won't it be!"Somewhere out there is a yellow umbrella for everyone! You just be patient"- Ted Mosby!)
..
Heart-Aren't you risking too much for now, finding that unknown? What if you've already missed your shot? Ahaan, trusting people brain?
Mind-Stop it, you dull piece of matter! There's a pot of gold waiting for me!
..
"Really?"
And this never-ending conflict continues!
..
Amidst all these conflicts and crisis,
I have learnt two things:
Firstly, You can't reciprocate the role of heart and mind, Metaphorically!
Like imagine your brain trying to trust people and your heart trying to do the thinking part!
And Secondly, there are shades of yellow!
These are nothing but the epitome of "Hope"!
Hope that resides within each of us!
Hope to see the prosperous tomorrow or maybe the day after that!
Hope to show devotion as the sun does!
Hope to celebrate the golden harvest that blooms every spring!
Hope to be as loyal as a sunflower that follows every moment of the sun!
..
Someday on the other side of rainbow, where shades of yellow are more prominent and life's less chaotic,
Hope to find my yellow treat- A pot of gold!

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