A Fable Of Dreams

सीना तान, शब्दों पर पूर्णविराम लगा मैं उस की ओर चल दिया था। पिछले कुछ दिनों की तरह आज भी एक फरियाद लिए मैं बस चल दिया था। यूँ तो राबता सुनना, मेरे मूह से उसे भी पसंद नहीं था, पर ह...

It's already 4 in the morning and I know I can't get things out of my mind so easily. So I have finally decided to let the things out. I don't know whether this will ever be published or will be saved in drafts like all others but one thing was sure I needed to get over her. As the suicidal thoughts once again started to take over, I know this time I can't resist them. Top 10 suicide intriguing and depressing songs of all the time was my recent search history. We all find it funny at times: The thought of suicide and what's more amusing is our very own thought of existence! I had already witnessed tuning 10 whole superstars turning into wrinkled bud since morning and haven't slept from 34 hours I guess. Apart from the 4 hours disoriented dreams I had in the evening; everyone of which was a nightmare. There is this thing: I hated her birthdays. Yes it's 6th Oct and no day of the year can be as worse than this. Each friend of mine had wished me," ...

Wordsmith’s Match “ Hum Toh Sirf aashiq thee, naa Jaane kB yeh aashiqee: fitoor Mein Badal gyee!” Dearest نور‎‎ , Once again, I have started the thing you hate. Once again, I broke the vow. Sorry نور,‎‎ but it seems as if the fact of pretending who I ain’t have started to wither. The whole “ Deceptive ” thing struck back. I don’t know why but often I miss you. I miss your company. I don’t know for how long the whole “I need a break” thing will last but gradually the thoughts have started to take a toll. At times, I sit down alone staring at the moon and portray you in the creamy mass but what will I do at the night of no moon? The thoughts of not finding you beside me on that day; surely gonna kill me and it seems the process has initiated. My life has come to a stage, where ever and whenever I see you نور‎‎ with someone else, there’s a sudden rush of adrenaline that goes through my vein. What do you think, I haven’t seen you with the other guy, a few days ago? Though I...